“Do you want to go on?” She choked her words.
He moves his head from right to left reluctantly. She could
see in his eyes were red. Her heart yells, ‘I could still see the love you have
for me in your eyes! Why, why do you want to keep holding onto her? Why?!’
But alas, those words just stuck in her head and all she
could ask was just “Why…”
And his words were simple. Crystal clear. “Because my heart doesn’t
belong to you anymore.” Those words were the one that cut her heart out and she
was left unprotected. That is it. His heart doesn’t belong to her anymore and
on that moment all his words, promises, I love you’s kept wandering in her
mind, lost in despair. She doesn’t know how to react. She would be kneeling and
begging his to stay, but she has her own ego and pride. She loved him truly,
unconditionally and he betrayed it. He betrayed their love for a girl he just met.
A girl he knew for just a few months? What had got him so into her? What made
him hold onto her and betrayed their love after all the effort he had put to
get her at the first place? What? Why? And all the questions knocked her so
bad, so bad that it made her speechless. Left dumbfounded. But she gotta be
strong, she can’t let him see her fall, after all…