Tak Puas Hati?

Tough week , tough week. Started to change, slightly.

Tak faham satu part, apa yang kau tak puas hati eh? Bila aku dengan orang ni kau cakap aku lain, dengan orang ni kau cakap itu ini dah tu nak lekat dengan kau, bukan kau suka kan? Sorry lah, mcam aku tak ada life klau dok asyik ikut kau punya telunjuk. Setiap orang ada keinginan masing-masing kan? Aku penat la asyik nak puaskan hati kau sorang je, habis tu aku dengan budak-budak lain macam mana? Ada pernah kau fikir pasal diorang? Kita orang pun ada perasaan lah.

I’m sick and tired of living like this. If you want to say I started to change, suck it up. You drove me this way. When I was with that person, you mock me and teased me. I have my own life and you have no rights on controlling it. Everyone is not perfect, sweetie pie. I have my own weaknesses and you have yours. I can accept your weaknesses, why can’t you accept mine? Don’t be selfish, please.

Sekian terima kasih

Black Listed

Damn, fasting month. A lot of problems. Haha breaking the rules especially

Always sleep late, wake up late, went for school late (not so late, act) , sleeps in class more often, text in class, sleeps in the evening, went to the dining hall as late as possible, ate as fast as I can, prayed (at least) , hang at foyer till Isyak , tak solat tarawih , yesterday was the first (damn) , went to the dorm early (klau tak nak moreh) , change clothes , hang in pantry till late nigh with my hellgirls -  Jantan, Biey, Shad, Nisha, Lileyh. That was my routine for the past 2 weeks so figure out what the title means? Haha

Bad girl I am. Next week, repent x)