Tak Puas Hati?

Tough week , tough week. Started to change, slightly.

Tak faham satu part, apa yang kau tak puas hati eh? Bila aku dengan orang ni kau cakap aku lain, dengan orang ni kau cakap itu ini dah tu nak lekat dengan kau, bukan kau suka kan? Sorry lah, mcam aku tak ada life klau dok asyik ikut kau punya telunjuk. Setiap orang ada keinginan masing-masing kan? Aku penat la asyik nak puaskan hati kau sorang je, habis tu aku dengan budak-budak lain macam mana? Ada pernah kau fikir pasal diorang? Kita orang pun ada perasaan lah.

I’m sick and tired of living like this. If you want to say I started to change, suck it up. You drove me this way. When I was with that person, you mock me and teased me. I have my own life and you have no rights on controlling it. Everyone is not perfect, sweetie pie. I have my own weaknesses and you have yours. I can accept your weaknesses, why can’t you accept mine? Don’t be selfish, please.

Sekian terima kasih

Black Listed

Damn, fasting month. A lot of problems. Haha breaking the rules especially

Always sleep late, wake up late, went for school late (not so late, act) , sleeps in class more often, text in class, sleeps in the evening, went to the dining hall as late as possible, ate as fast as I can, prayed (at least) , hang at foyer till Isyak , tak solat tarawih , yesterday was the first (damn) , went to the dorm early (klau tak nak moreh) , change clothes , hang in pantry till late nigh with my hellgirls -  Jantan, Biey, Shad, Nisha, Lileyh. That was my routine for the past 2 weeks so figure out what the title means? Haha

Bad girl I am. Next week, repent x)

Homie

   Last night buka at The Store with the bitches , Nisha, Biey, Syaza, and Shad . Ate at KFC then went for karaoke . Damn, sang like crazy dance like the world will never end hha and so much so. Slept late last night because donno, can't sleep. Thanks kho, for the company and sorry didnt reply (:
   Slept at Syaza's house, her mom sent us to KTM and took the ride to our home. Went back with Biey and Shad. Now, just got home, feeling HUNGREYYHH

How did we ever come to this

I never thought you'd be someone I'd have to miss

And there I was caught in your game

Needing answers that never came

And we took a chance,

You said you were strong

Strong enough

But you were wrong

And now I'm deafened by your silence

Blinded by the tears

If you're looking for forgiveness,

You won't find that here

Cause you lied your way to heartbreak

And now it's all too clear

That you will never be

Look at her

She won't ever compare

You can say you're sorry

But I still don't care

Was she worth this mess

Was she worth this pain

You can say it's her fault

But you're both to blame

And now I'm deafened by your silence

Blinded by the tears

If you're looking for forgiveness,

You won't find that here

Cause you lied your way to heartbreak

And now it's all too clear

That you will never be

Looking back it was all so easy

I hope you know you're my last mistake

Don't come around and say you need me

I won't stay

Now I know that you were so deceiving

Was it fun for you to walk away?

I hope you liked it

Cause she's so damn easy

You won't change