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Wednesday, December 28, 2011

Tension Dengan Orang Tertentu

  "Tak sabar nak balik"
   "Hang gilapa? Orang smua taknak balik, kau nak balik awal sangat tu apahal?"


   Oh gasaklah ! Aku ada reason aku sendiri knpa. Yalah, you know, smtimes korang sendiri akan rasa macam nak get away from everything for a while kan? Yeah, that's what I felt. Sometimes nak get away from my family. I'm not saying cause I don't love them, no that's not the idea but haih, malas nak explain to make it clearer. Go figure 

    To my readers. Sorry, post kali ni gonna be byak cacian sikit. *Nak luah perasaan punya pasal haha . So, beware (:

I won't mention the names, of course. But here you go *Nak try buat paling sopan ni

       Kau ni kan, mmang f gila la, like seriously. Kau fikir kau siapa la? Controller gila, tah dari manalah kau datang, menyesal rasa setiap kali fikir. Elok sangat la tu, kau tak suka aku, aku pun tak suka kau. Kau ingat, kau tu perfect sangat la smpai kau nak semua orang ikut telunjuk kau? Weh, aku dah fed up lah. Penat hidup macam ni. Tolonglah jangan seksa jiwa aku lagi. Selama ni aku sabar, yalah dah orang suruh aku sabar, aku sabarlah. Sabar separuh daripada iman la katakan. Okay, fine aku sabar. But setiap orang ada limit dia lah. Yang kau nak test aku smpai limit aku apahal? Orang test kau sikit dah melenting itu ini. Kau tegur orang boleh. Orang tegur kau? Fuyoo, rasa macam kena ambush tetiba kan? Tau marah. Habis tu, selama ni, takleh nak tegur orang elok elok? Allah kasi otak dgan akal la. Fikir la sikit. Nak orang jaga hati perasaan kau je. Habis tu, hati orang lain macam mana? Pernah kau fikir? Oh, maybe pernah, but kau tatau macam mana nak jaga tu je. 
    Semua kau buat kat orang lain boleh. Kau, kalau kena sekali, sikit pun dah melenting. Ego ! Tah macam mana lah nanti nasib partner kau. Aku rasa mcam nk bagi dia course mcam mana nk bersabar dgan kau. Harap dia jenis penyabar la. Amin ! Haih

Another person 

     Haih. Kau. Damn. A Sensitive person. Haha. Haih
     Mesti kau byak kali fkir knpa aku jarang gila ckap psal org mcam kau? Kau tu snsitive. Ckap sikit je, dh nk off. Time kau crita, time aku terbakar mana pun *cheh ayat bajet aku takde la nk off terus haha . Orang mcam kau ni one of a kind. Tu pasal nk simpan je. 

Sunday, December 25, 2011

I Am

I got bored, but I just want to post something so here it is .

A note to myself too


   You know, sometimes I think I am like that. Agh, can't help it. But I think most of the time I'm not. Speak for yourself then (:

Thursday, December 22, 2011

Happy Birthday Lily :D


Happy Birthday my dearest Lily :D
You're old already so tak payah nak menggedik mintak orang panggil Adik kay? Suck it up hoho

   Well actually her birthday was yesterday on Dec 21st, haha but I want to update my blog then here it is, a birthday wish for her (:

   My family and I stayed in KL for a 2 nights starts on Tuesday. We stayed at the apartment in front of Pavi. Well yesterday, (after got the permission from my Dad) to go buy my school bag on my own, I dragged along my sistah and we left to Pavi . Well there I met Lily , heee *exited gila that time . Happy Birthday again, I mean belated one haha . 


That was us hoho . Thanks to my sister for snapping that pictah yaw (: *terharu jap


    Then bought the movie ticket (my sister wanted to watch Ombak Rindu) but there was no night shows, we chose Mission Impossible instead. It was hell interesting man. I suggest you guys watch it. I adore the BMW i8 ^_^


Cool ayte?

   Anyway, later on (after can't find any bag with my taste) we headed to Times Square. Round around like mad and wanted to stalk ppl, but it was really such a waste of time and showed how lifeless I was haha. Played bowling (I got my sister full support -.- . She didnt even bring her money or even her phone haih) 
   Then Feat came with his friend when we were eating, thanks yaw for coming (: . Yeah, forgot to take a pic of us (dah la pkai baju sama hewhew) . Dia sumpah sengal haha (x Ate at food court since McD was full. Then he and his chicky attitude, ayam terbang lah, nasi terbang la (since he ate chicken fried rice I think), ambil kasut orang la -.- , makan pun lambat haha Baraq (his friend) pun makan lagi cepat. But sad case, barely hang since my dad called us later at like 4 something asking us to get back to babysit the boys haih -.- . Btw, thanks again for coming, *terubat rindu haha 
   Later that morning (this morning actually) , we ate at my mom's room. My mom, my sis and I was eating. Well we were quiet, the TV was on (grandma and maid watching it) . Ibu cooked ayam masak apa tah, sausage, sambal apa tah and others well ayah beli nasi lemak, ada sambal sotong. Then while eating suddenly my sis laughed and said 'ayam terbang' . I stopped eating and laughed. That seriously cracked me up thinking of what Feat did yesterday. Ibu was like 'huh? •_•' 
   Then we started packing and now am home and later on have tuition. Haih, *fighting !!
    Guess I gotta go now yaw. Ciao ! 



Sunday, December 18, 2011

About My Danial (:

   Yaw . Ini post, nak update bout my 3 years old brother sempena birthday dia. Actually dah lepas lama dah on Dec 6. Which year, er I think 2008. 2011 tolak 3. Betul la tu haha. 

Muhamad Alif Danial 

Here are some picts of my adorable, mischievous, brutal, stubborn ==', loud brother (:


I found that newborn baby picts on my mom's fb haha. Damn sumpah adorable gila :'D 
I want a baby like that too hahaha


Ni first time Danial nk pergi vacation somewhere in Indonesia. Kecik kecik lagi dah fly. Untungla diaa. But act kan, mmang ksian sangatsangat kat ibu, dalam flight time balik tu Danial asyik nangis je. I can't help at all :/


Ni gambar last year. Time I got home from school. Danial suka makan that thing macam tu je. I give it to him time dia nangis, so boleh diam sikit. Actually dia makan dalam mangkuk at first but then asyik mintak lagi, nah bagi sebijik terus hahaga *kakak jenis apa la aku ni


"You want a piece of me?" -Caption

This one last year punya gmbar jugak. Dia memang jenis yang tak suka pakai seluar. Kalau boleh nak pkai pampers je -_- 


Kan dah cakap dia tak suka pakai seluar. Act kan, this time aku marah gila-2 kat dia cause dia buat apa tah tak ingat. I left him in the room mcam tu je and shut the door. Memang meraung gila-gila la haha *kejam kan?
Then bila dah waras sikit, aku bagi dia main air kjap. Happy ending la kiranya har har


Ni fav spot dia (massage chair) . Dia suka duduk kat situ sambil tengok TV. Jangan tarik bantal tu, nanti dia meraung. Parah parah :/


Danial sekarang asyik nak main iphone je. Tak main iphone, gaduh dengan abang dia -_- Tension doee


And this another one. Dah ada phone torch light tu, nak jugak yang iphone. Dia memang tamak ! 


Ni gmbar this year time balik kampung haritu cause ada wedding. Chicky gila budak ni (x


Disebabkan he was being so mischievous, I drew a fake moustache with my eye liner hoho . Creative isnt it? *winkwink


And this one paling latest. Weh, smtimes klau tgok dia mcam handsome gila doee haha. Suka tengok rambut dia mcam ni. Kalau dia bukan adik aku, aku rasa aku nak pinang dia nanti HAHA 

   So that's the pict of my baby (;
   Last time I used to take his picture like for almost everyday *rajinkan? Haha but yeah, that's the fact. But lately dah jarang nak ambil gmbar dia sbab smtimes dia suka bagi pose pelik pelik -_- , and since masuk hostel, so dah jarang buat but klau ada masa, ambil jugak.

Love ya hunn :D Sincerely from your sister (secret admirer) 



Saturday, December 17, 2011

And Again ; Relationships


Yaw .

Okay, baru harini nak tulis menulis.

Semalam baru balik from PD. Okay, like what my kho said, tak best. Yeah, he was right. Or maybe it was just me who didn’t enjoy it well. My eld sister didn’t tag along *which is a relief (haha being mean) but yeah, at least I had less pressure. She’s working by the way, so yeah.
Here are a picts of it (: ,



Malam tadi skype dengan budak chubby, Syeera , love you muah muah. Thanks for listening, hunn. I know, ktrang byak story bout boys. Aku tak habis-habis dengan itu ini, aduhai mesti dia dah penat dengar haha. But tak lama sngat, dah ngantuk, offline like almost 4 haha . Wonder what time she slept ?

Anyway, last night had a chat with a good friend of mine *winkwink Bout how much I dislike it when a guy confess to me then asks to have a relation with me all suddenly. Yeah, they may be the people I’ve known but not close, but still I had enough. I’m sorry, but I’m not the type like ;

Friend : Hey, who’s that guy? I thought you’re with..
Me : Oh, that’s my new boyf.

Okay, I got it that you want to have a relationship and stuff but on the same day you start talking to me for the first time you expect me to say yes? I’m sorry, I don’t know you well enough and I’m not taking any risk anymore. *ayat kerek, I know, but I’m sorry that’s not me.

#Note to those guys : If you want to get her, get her right


Having a relationship is not my type, *chey, cakap skarang boleh la , but I’m trying to avoid it. Yeah, I do have the person that I love and I don’t want to lose him but personally, don’t you think that things will turn out like -not that nice- if you broke up. See, when that’s the past, I don’t want to think about it much and I will try to get rid of it so it’ll make my feelings towards that person getting dull. I don’t want that to happen to the one that once I was mad in love with.
Plus, we’re still studying right? As much as I told my parents ‘chill, I can still study’ but of course there’re lies underneath it. I can study, but when something turns out wrong, I tend to think about it like 24/7 and I don’t want that, I want to excel in my high school year. When you say that you’re sick, I wish I could just sit next to you and help you cure. I may act like ‘oh my boyf is sick’ but hell it hurts inside esp when I can’t do a thing to help you.
I’m sorry, but please be patient with me.  I really do appreciate it if you do 

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Next Year

Do you know the only person I constantly keep in touch with since last year till now is you?

Okay, talking bout the future, there’s still a lot of things waiting in front of me. Nearest, SPM. SPM gonna be the main reason for almost everything next year. ( SPM - Satu Perjuangan Maut ) 

Friend : Bhahaha sejak bila kau baca buku doe?
You : SPM la bro.

Friend : Library? Buat apa?
You : Study untuk SPM lah

Friend : Weh, kata nak pergi mamak?
You : Baca buku lagi bagus la weh. SPM nanti

Family : Eh tak boleh pergi hols la. Abg/Kakak/Adik nak SPM nanti. Ksian dia

Family : Ni, makan makanan yang elok, bagus untuk otak. Nanti nak jawab SPM senang

Yalah, nanti semua demi SPM. Nak date ke , hang ke, lepas SPM. PLKN pun lepas SPM. Elok sangat la tu kalau dapat PLKN. Apa-apa hal, lepas PLKN pulak ==’
Serious takut for SPM. A friend of mine said first2 je cuak, lpastu dah mcam exam biasa. Memanglah, so biarlah aku menikmati saat-saat cuak ni. Bila je lagi nak rasa? Last exam in school year yaw *haha bajetbajet je
Frankly, I’m afraid if lost contact with my friends. Especially that one particular person I’ve known. I know people will make their own way after SPM, maybe starts working, or move or even study abroad or better, get married -_- ( damn, I wonder from who I'll get the wedding invitation card from ) I’m not saying I want to stop them from doing that, I know it’s good for them to move on, well people do move on right, but haih , I’ll miss all the memories.
Okay, aku dh mula berdrama. Relax la mai, ada setahun lagi kay? Enjoy la kan? Hewhew. I mean enjoy my final year with the beloved and excel in SPM. Fighting !
Sorry merapu, I can’t sleep la. Mata taknak tdur. Dah try pejam mata lama-lama memang nak berjaga je. Kay, nak try tdur balik ( tah kali yang ke berapa punya cubaan ) . Nightnight folks (:

Sunday, December 11, 2011

Pantang Larang Kucing



Tadi gerak rumah Syaza since ada kenduri kahwin siapa tah . Mak Cik dia kot. Llaki dia handsome jgak la (': . Nanti time aku khwin aku tak nak pakai bulu mata palsu, aku tengok sendiri pengantin tu pakai pun scary kot. Kalau dh prmpuan rasa scary, ini kan lelaki sndiri. Haha I'm just saying , but the bride looks pretty with her white dress (:

Then ada brgambar sikit, Syaza tunjukkan kucing baru dia jumpa kat tepi jalan. Labu dah hilang. Dia cakap hari tu dah 3 bulan tak balik. Actually kan, ayah dia tk suka kucing pun until one time tu kan , diorg nmpak Labu brdepan dgan ular kat rmah dia . Labu meow meow banyak kali (mcam guard) smpai ayah syaza dtang bwak snapang kott? 


Aku tak ingat la klau snapang tu mmang ada ke tak, but haha ayah dia mmang anti gila kucing. Smpai kes Labu tu, ayah dia bela Labu. Actually Labu came from KeLabu. Kucing tu wrna klabu. Last time aku prgi rumah syza (tido rmah dia) kulit dia dh mcam trbakar sbab kena simbah minyak panas. Mmang f gila la siapa yang buat tu =='

So, Syaza dah ada kucing baru. Jantan jugak haha. Warna dia hitam, so they name him Blacky. Ayah syaza yang beria-ia nak bela. Sebab rindu Labu kot. Ada ke patut ayah dia cakap Labu jatuh longkang then bulu dia kotor so jadi wrna hitam? Haha it was just a joke though (:

Syaza cuak gila time aku cakap jgan ambil gmbar kucing sgat sbab nanti dia mati. Kawan dia ckap merapu je sbab dia ambl gmbar kucing dia sndiri tak mati pun. So aku google pasal tu and found this blog. It's very helpful. Bagi peminat kucing, you guys can check out this website 

Saturday, December 10, 2011

This Is My Dad (:


On facebook, I wanna poke you till you die hoho

This is a story about my dad.

Ayah memang baik (:
Ayah penyayang.
Even though aku tak nmpak ayah nampak romantic dengan ibu, aku tau ayah sayang ibu. Ayah jenis yang tak suka nk tunjukkan. Aku faham jenis lelaki mcam tu haha
Ayah sayang anak-anak dia and klau boleh ayah nak do the best for his children. Aku je yang kekadang tak reti nak appreciate.
Ayah jarang gila say I love you to his kids, but aku tau, ayah mmang sayang kitarang. Kitarang lagi sayang ayah kay hihi <3
Ada one time tu kan, ibu ajak tengok Puss in Boots. Whoa, ibu ajak tuu . Midnight show pulak. Dah la aku baru habis hang pergi Mid dengan my girls and him hewhew okay , that’s not the story . Penat sehh . Sampai Subang pun like 7 something. Sumpah sedih sebab tak dpat nk lepak dgan dia sangat :/ . So anyways, dah balik tu rehat jap, show starts at 11.20. Dah lepaklepak text text, tido pun at 10.50. Memang baru nk rasa kenikmatan, ibu dh suruh siap. Diorng siap cepat je.
Aku je yang kekadang lambat and ayah akan mulalah cakap ‘kau ni, tak habis habis asyik muka kau je yang lambat. Tinggal je lah.’ Ayah selalu cakap mcam tu, but tak prnah berlaku pun. Not even once pun pernah kena tinggal. Baik aku, and yang lain. Ayah tak smpai hati kot. Kalau ibu, tinggal kan je haha (‘:
Then kitarang siap like 11.10. Ayah bengang kot sbab ktrang lmbat siap. Yalah, ayah dah penat that time, aku boleh nampak. Luckily kat Summit je. Ayah tak ikut pun actually, dia tolong hntarkan je. Ayah marah sesangat sbab kitarang lambat prepare then in the car marah2 smua, ayah sanggup ikut jalan jauh semata-mata got to drop us in front of Summit instead of letting is cross the road. Ayah bawak laju wehh. Cool gila. Haha . Ayah ni baik kott haha marah2 dia pun, sanggup drive and drop us betul2 depan Summit tu. Terharu jgak doee
Then smtimes aku suka buat ayah rushing hoho . Tak jgak la actually. Smtimes klau nk kluar slalu mintak tolong ayah hantarkan. Kena bgtau awal2 jgak, cause takut ttba ada meeting ke apa. Ayah mana nak ingt meeting dia bila. Tautau pagi nak kluar tu, ayah ckap ‘ayah ada meeting at 10 smpai bla bla’ so tkleh kluar dh . Tak pun ayah will be back on lunch hour then hntar. Tak prnah cancel la so far. Tu sungguh terharu (‘:  Dia akan try to make it jugak even though lambat. Maybe dia punya moto ‘better be late than never‘ kot
Ayah selalu give his best and try his best to do the best for his family. You may say we’re wealthy or whatever tapi kan, act kitarang pun hidup susah jgak last time smpaikan rumah pun hampir nak kena lelong? Time aku lahir pun terpaksa pergi sungai buloh from usj. Mmang ayah sengkek gila lagi2 sbab company dia krja tu dh bankrupt. Terukkan? I will say im a mediocre , I aint rich and I aint poverty either , so yeah
I’m living like this because of my parent’s effort. Both of them lived in poverty, and they made changes to this family so I am proud to point those person and say ‘That’s my parents and I’m proud to have ‘em.”
I guess that’s it hee

Thanks for reading yaw (:


Dah ada grey hair :/
But Iloveyou, Ayah :D


Friday, December 9, 2011

For You ,

Sometimes I wonder, when you ask the question, have you think about it thoroughly? You can say I’m just your ‘another girl’ but boy, I’ll try my best to treat you like you’re the one and only. I would like to give commitment, but not too much cause I’ve my own reason why.
Yea, even I treat other guys, but have faith in me, as long as I’m yours, it’ll remain like that. I don’t like to spare your feelings as I don’t like you to spare mine. If things turn out dull, dim, boring, cooperate with me will ya? Together we work things out so we’ll be good and better later. If there are things that doesn’t pleased you, do tell me. I won’t do it to you, insya-Allah cause sometimes it might be habits, kinda hard to get rid of it, isn’t it?
I wonder, will you accept my weaknesses as I will accept yours cause I’m not good with acting. I’m not a hypocrite. What you see, that’s me. But I can be a very good actress if I want to. I’m no good with lies, don’t get me tamed cause that’s what I’m best at.
I speak fluent sarcasm. I hope you can swallow it cause most of the mean words I say, I don’t mean it at all. It’s just a lie. A beautiful lie, I supposed. So play along with me, will ya?
When I say it, I mean it. That’s me. Don’t get me wrong. You still need to keep the value of some words instead of using it for fun.
Last but not least. I’m not perfect. But with you, I am perfect. Nothing else matter. 

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

Today's Update

Tatau kenapa rasa asyik nak kluar je. Kalau dapat kluar pergi kedai pun dah happy sangatsangat ! Nak pegang phone je asyik takde mood. Yalah, parents dok complain aku asyik pegang phone je. Skarang nak pegang phne pun takde mood. Hadeh.
Semalam kann, pergi skate kat Subang Avenue. Dah ajak my kho, but dia tk sihat sgat so dduk rmah je. First time pergi situ. Bestt (:
Anyone yang nak pergi, Subang Avenue located sbelah Carrefour next to Subang Parade. Dekat jee (: Entrance fee RM25 and you get membership card so the next time you go there it costs only RM20. Mak aii, mahalnya. Tak lah, it’s for like 3 hours or so. Aku main kat situ pun skate like 3 jam lebih. 1 jam pertama tu mmang susah gila lah nak skate mcam f je . The rest dah okay, part U-turn je failure sikit at first., Jatuh on the butt once. Memang sakit gila haha sampai sekarang kot effect dia? Adoiyai, mcam nenek tua dah. Tambah dengan orang buat aku jatuh adoiyai nasib baik tak nmpak sangat mukanya, klau tak aku ingat smpai mati haha (kotkot jumpa tepi jalan boleh buat dia jatuh pulak kan hoho)
Then today pergi lbrary. Bukan baca buku sangat pun, tengok movie dengan Feat. Haha, tak menyesal kenal dia. Kawan Ijart Brado. Really nice dude, taught me a lot of things (:
Actually, nak edit blog layout, but dah ngantuk, so update blog je la boleh. Kay , nightnight fellas . Ciao

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

10 Day Challenge


I dedicate to my friend, Ika yang meminta untuk jawab soalan soalan ini ;

http://ika14.blogspot.com/2011/12/10-day-challenge.html?showComment=1323171439907#c8867254298413938156


1. Apa perasaan korang bila dapat tahu masuk asrama ?
   
    Omygod, on that spot jugak aku nangis. Mmang tak expect sangat-sangat
sebab fikir mcam mana nak bgtau kengkawan yang lain, and syg nk tinggalkan my life there :/

2. Hari first di asrama.

    Er -.- Memang blur gila , rasa nak bunuh semua orang kat situ lagi-lagi senior yang calling-calling mcam tak prnah tgok orang kat situ haha , sorry.

3. Kawan pertama di asrama.

    Haha Siti Khadijah . Budak dorm aku . Hampir setiap benda kitrang punya sama. Sayang dia <3

4. Aspura pertama yang korang minat .

    Alahai, tak ingat. Jap, jap. Ah shait, aku rasa mmang tak ingat. Oh, haha budak kelas kau, ika. (;

5. Kenalkan sorang-sorang budak dorm korang beserta gambar.

    Hahaga , nahh. Tengok, usha puas puas ( act, ambl from FB je )


Ni KD tersayang, Ijart Brado 


Prem tomel . Haha 


Amie . Lawa kan?? :DD
She's mine. Jangan kacau (!)


Biey, mygee haha budak gila


The one in the middle, Anis, and the one in green baju kurung, Timah (Aishah) 
Tak jumpa la gmbar individual :/


Cendana . Budak ni comel sangat ! Dah la putih, mata bulat, pndai urut ( nak promote , but hey, she's taken hihi )


6. Rutin harian di asrama.

    Time bila? Cuti? Haha klau free, main air rmai2 kat toilet sambil basuh baju terlolong macam orang gila

7. Benda paling best buat di asrama.

    Tu la, main air then kenakan orang. Panggil diorng, konon-konon nak mintak tolong, lalu je depan toilet, mmang basah lah.
    Main tarik tuala . Selak langsir toilet (; . Dalam dorm, sama2 time malam2 (‘:

8. Perubahan yang berlaku pada diri korang sebelum dan selepas korang masuk asrama.

    Mula kenal pelbagai jenis bahasa rempit. Dapat lagi rmai Malay friends. Lagi berpengalaman. Asyik nak kluar je hoho
    Susah nak score in academics. More active in sports. Sampai peringkat negeri tu, valleyball (: Hee


9. Kenangan pahit di asrama.

    Tatau. Semua fun fun fun :D

10. Kenangan paling terindah dan sertakan gambar-gambar terindah korang di asrama

     Hahaga time rmai2 kena turun netball court or depan rumah warden. Gambar? Gila nak ambil gmbar time tu? Nanti KP marah HAHA
     Banyak sweet moments time main netball, turun padang, tidur dorm kengkawan, gossip sini sana, tidur ramairamai, sama2 main air – kemas dorm, semualah ! :’D