Oh, COME ON!

Omgee, haha exited gila for class party this Sunday. Heh. Not. Uh, tak sgat la. Asked my dad this morning can he send me, then dia ckap boleh. Kawan pon nk tumpang sekali. Okay la, transport problem, out. Then tadi mkan kat kayu, talk talk. Ttba my mom ckap Aina got program in UM, both of them dah bayar sbab going, so now transport problem dtang balik. ==’

Frust la klau mcam ni. Selalu ada plan ttba. Dh okay2 nk kluar, then ttba ‘oh, ayah got meeting’ , ‘oh, ibu kena hantar ni ni ni’ , ‘alaa, penat la’ etc etc -.-‘

I desperately want a car license. Ggrrr

Now I do not know how to go there. Either take a cab with my friend, or ask my friend to give a lift. Darn man -.-

Pretty Ironic Isn’t It?

This is what I thought

Last time when I was just a child, I got jealous of all those adults cause they’re taller than me haha and of course, they have more knowledge than me because they got to know like everything when I’ll be like ‘uh huh..?’. I hate it when I asked something and they said ‘you’re still a small kid. You wont understand’ or ‘It’s adults stuff’ . Obviously I was a child who was curious to know almost everything and still am now, I guess. Can’t stand it, though.

Time and experiences taught me to be a better person and slowly people change to be more matured. Well, maybe certain people didn’t grow up yet, mentally but I believe soon they will.

Hahah also last time, I kept asking God why I must go through my childhood life. I don’t like not knowing stuff and all, somehow it makes me feel left out or like living under a rock. Then I wished I’m in high school already and skip that year. Now? Haha how I wish I could be a kid or even a baby! Cause at least they don’t need to face their problems, they do not need to take care of themselves because someone else is always there to take care of them and love them, give them protection. How I miss being a baby xD oh, except that ppl don’t really understand your needs. :D

Sometimes at this age I wish I finished school FAST so I can do whatever I want especially drive! I realllyyyyy cannot wait till I have my car license and go wherever I want and be an adult. Funny thing is my adult friends, aunties, uncles and all said how they wish they could be in school again. Wake up in the morning, wearing school uniforms, studies, meeting friends, hanging out, having fun and such.

When they said that I thought to myself, people will never be satisfied with what they’re having now. But that attitude is good in certain things, like what someone told me. It’s good if a country is not satisfied with what they achieved, so that makes them want to achieve a higher goal, for instance. That makes sense, right?

Now that taught me something. It makes my mind opened and I no longer wish I’m an adult or a mother (but sometimes I do, cant help it. I think it’s part of nature :P) and all haha cause I know that time will come when it’s time and I just need to play my part as my own age and just live my life till the fullest (:

So long now

The Mist

Hihi since my blog is new and I'm pretty exited, so I'm gonna share a story I got. I think my head is kinda heavy haha cause slept at almost 5, again. Ugh, how I wish Malaysia's weather is always around 20 ^OC till 30 ^OC with no heavy rain like REAL heavy as we always have when Nov and Dec come.

Anyways, the story I got is from a ghost story website. I loooiike paranormal activities and all. I found it kinda cool, though and I do not know why. It’s like an interest. :D

So this lady who posted it said (if I’m not mistaken) she was staying in her fiancé’s house somewhere which I do not know. Well, she was snapping pictures, so on that night, she was literally standing in front of the house taking pictures of her fiancé, then he asked her to come to him because he can feel like a cold spot besides him. Being curious, she went there and to her surprise, about 3-4 feet is like pretty cold than the other places and there were mist there.

Well, I can’t really remember what she told but I emailed her for the mists pictures she took and she claimed one of the picture got a child with an adult. I cant see it though but I’ll post you the picts so you can take a look (:

The last pict is the one with a child and an adult. Can you see it..? 

Missing Old Times

     I still remember that time when I first met you. No, actually I didnt cause I was still immature and I didnt know that you'll be on of the important person in my life. You cherish me with your love and you give me protection and you still do until now. You gave me almost everything I want even sometimes I let you down.

Even though now we're not as close as we used to, but I must say I'm a lucky girl to have you and proud to say that you're mine. No one can change that, anyways. I'm sorry because time had changed me and created who I am today, but I always love you even sometimes I hurt your feeling and I truly am sorry. Everyone is not perfect, right?

Now, we barely spend our time together and I really miss the time we spend our time together. You’re always busy lately and by the time you reach home, you’re already tired. If you’re reading this, I wanna say I miss you and lets have a family vacation together ! Again. What ever happens, I don’t want to share the same room with my sister, okay?

Love you Ayah and Ibu :D

 

In My Head

Ngee :D

Hahah I just made this, yeah. I’m pretty bored here it’s 1.20 in the morning by the way. Supposed to be sleeping, but I have my own laptop, no one can rule me now ;D

Nah, was just playing around. I am still ruled. Gee, I’m talking crap now. Maybe I should go to sleep and wake up so my brain will work perfectly normal (:

By the way, I really hope that I don’t bore my readers, so enjoy my blog (if only I continue posting) :D